Friday, March 02, 2007

FORTH

I am really getting the "hang" of it. Haha =) Thx to all my friends.
Woe... This is the third post I am making today... cos, I really miss blogging... This is what I normally do during my past time last time. Not this time... cos I really don't have to time to blog...

Now that I have plenty of time in my hands, I shall blog some more... Just now went to The Career Exhibit Ion. It's rather boring, so we went makaning at the tm. haha poor faiz he was being reprimanded by one of the stall-holders in the kopitiam. poor poor... are you reading this faiz? hah. then after makaning, shaun made some stupid jokes that made us laugh till now.
So many revision
So many things to do
So many responsibilities.
I am just struggling to work up to par
I think I haven't worked hard enough.
I think I am going to work hard.
Maybe I am going to make a "come back".
Or maybe not.
Or maybe I am just going to pretend nothing's happening
Or maybe I should just leave everything to God.
The most merciful, beloved.
This must be the last year in this (censored) school.
Or else I'll melt in despair.
Deep in my heart I could feel it lunging through
I am not zany
Nor I am silly.
I shall do what I feel right.
You do what you feel right.
None of my business
and none of your business too.
Am I being too emotional?
I aint, cos everybody has the right to express...
My Wishlist

1. J kvtu xbou up tjoh po tubhf.
2. J kvtu xbou up mjwf mjlf b opsnbmmz.
3. J kvtu xbou up cf npsf pqfo.
4. J kvtu xbou up hp ifbwfo.

i am not writing crap, for goodness sake.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

foolish

FOOLISH

What the hell, what the hell! I took my EM Test just now and guess what? I lost at least 3 marks already!! This is because of my foolishness of not to draw dotted lines to denote coordinates for my graph on one of the questions!! What the hell, what the hell.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES/DON'T WORRY, THERES TIME FOR YOU TO REPENT

Have you ever felt that " I - want - to - kill - myself " kind of feeling? It is a rather an unintellingent decision to do that. Wake up your ideas. No offence kay?

Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Everyb

EVERYBODY IS CHANGING

You said you wonder your own land. But when I think about it, I don't see how you can. You are aching, breaking -- I can see the pain in your eyes.

So little time, trying to understand that I'm trying to make a move jus to stay in the game and stay awake late at night to remember my name.

Everybody's Changing - Keane

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

SYNOPSIS

Of my dream for today (or is it yesterday?):

The world will be living underwater sooner or later. The End.


Monday, December 25, 2006

rwf

I am back

went to the pasir ris beach last, last saturday. got poked by a sea urchin while swimmimg lah. then i tot got no problem lah if stay in the water after being poked. but it turned out that my injury became more racking. so i slowly got out of the water, coz i was terribly in pain at that very moment. i moaned the hell out of me, only my close cousin knew how loud i moaned in the changing room nearby. can u imagine someone poking not only at your injury lots of times, but also at your thighs? -- oh yah the injury was at my big toe, fyi... i moaned, and moaned like as if it was the end of the world, but i didn't know that what happen next was much more worse than this. so after feeling a little bit relaxed -- after around 20 minutes at the changing room, i got out and realised that i have to walk around 600 metres to the actual entrance of the beach. lol i walked for a heck of a long time -- pity my other cousins who followed me along the long journey to the end. then at last i got into a bus and went home. then after feeling that the pain resided a lot, i tot everything was over, but the spike of the sea urchin was still embedded into my left toe, without my knowledge. two days after the torrential pain, i went to a private clinic nearby my house and after the doctor checked my leg, he said that i need to go to the hospital. i was blown away by that news, you know i had never ever been in a hospital before -- except when i was given birth. he said that i need to take an x ray. the word x ray actually made me tremble, i used to think that being x ray'd was painful.

so there was was me and my father going to the hospital then we registered, whatsoever then waited for an hour just for me to get the x ray. then i got into the x ray room. guess what , there was absolutely no pain doing that freaking thing. after that i went into my bed or what i should call the 'torturing zone'. then suddenly after that, a nurse came by, and know what she did? she poked me even more at my hand just to take my blood. i think she did 7 pokings or what they call plugs -- what a fancy name. the first 6 pokings was unsuccessful, meaning they did not find any vein there. the last one they took a lot of blood from me. then the other nurse said: i guess you need to exercise more, my friend. i was like disgusted. she think she is SO fit. later that night, my operation was held at the operating theatre or OT. once i reached there they told me to breathe in a very smelly gas which will make me sleep. then suddenly i feel some bandange on my knees. i woke up. then i went back to my bed slept for around 6 hours and woke up to see lunch infront of me. And so i had to stay up in the hospital for 7 days.

you ask me about ghosts? i'll answer none except for one very fast occassion which happen at a split of a second, happened on a sunday, i saw, at my blind spot, a white figure running pass a the corridor. that all, oh man i am feeling the chills while writing these, OK OK i'll stop here. OMG, that "a-ghost-behind-you" kind of feeling is attacking me right now. HELP

lol, then tomorrow need to go to the clinic again just to change my dressing. Oh my God, i am really stressed up.

P.S: realised that i wrote all words below these post formally? like for example, proper grammar, capital letters at the front of each sentences? well there is a reason i did that, it is because my form teacher wanted to check what kind of english i used here, so i had to be more careful in writing, but for now, i neglect those. =)

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

reslt

The Verdict

Can you believe it? The verdict is here haunting us up and down. Everybody is pasting posts on their examination results onto their space. They can either be good... or bad. Luckily, unfortunately or fortunately my one is a good one. Heehee... Here it goes.

I got 2 As, 3 Bs, 1 C, 1 D =(

However that doesn't affect my promotion as the least requirement to get to the next level is just to pass English, and three other subjects, which I did. (Hint: I got C for english =( That was a relief!!)

However, thanks go to my form teacher. He said that he don't understand what I wrote in my English essay but he gave me a passing mark. Thanks to him, I passed my English! Yes, yes.








































































Thanks for reading this long verdict.