FORTH

I am really getting the "hang" of it. Haha =) Thx to all my friends.

Woe... This is the third post I am making today... cos, I really miss blogging... This is what I normally do during my past time last time. Not this time... cos I really don't have to time to blog...

Now that I have plenty of time in my hands, I shall blog some more... Just now went to The Career Exhibit Ion. It's rather boring, so we went makaning at the tm. haha poor faiz he was being reprimanded by one of the stall-holders in the kopitiam. poor poor... are you reading this faiz? hah. then after makaning, shaun made some stupid jokes that made us laugh till now.

So many revision
So many things to do
So many responsibilities.
I am just struggling to work up to par
I think I haven't worked hard enough.
I think I am going to work hard.
Maybe I am going to make a "come back".
Or maybe not.
Or maybe I am just going to pretend nothing's happening
Or maybe I should just leave everything to God.
The most merciful, beloved.
This must be the last year in this (censored) school.
Or else I'll melt in despair.
Deep in my heart I could feel it lunging through
I am not zany
Nor I am silly.
I shall do what I feel right.
You do what you feel right.
None of my business
and none of your business too.
Am I being too emotional?
I aint, cos everybody has the right to express...

My Wishlist

1. J kvtu xbou up tjoh po tubhf.
2. J kvtu xbou up mjwf mjlf b opsnbmmz.
3. J kvtu xbou up cf npsf pqfo.
4. J kvtu xbou up hp ifbwfo.

i am not writing crap, for goodness sake.

foolish

FOOLISH

What the hell, what the hell! I took my EM Test just now and guess what? I lost at least 3 marks already!! This is because of my foolishness of not to draw dotted lines to denote coordinates for my graph on one of the questions!! What the hell, what the hell.

EVERYBODY MAKES MISTAKES/DON'T WORRY, THERES TIME FOR YOU TO REPENT

Have you ever felt that " I - want - to - kill - myself " kind of feeling? It is a rather an unintellingent decision to do that. Wake up your ideas. No offence kay?

Everyb

EVERYBODY IS CHANGING

You said you wonder your own land. But when I think about it, I don't see how you can. You are aching, breaking -- I can see the pain in your eyes.

So little time, trying to understand that I'm trying to make a move jus to stay in the game and stay awake late at night to remember my name.

Everybody's Changing - Keane

SYNOPSIS

Of my dream for today (or is it yesterday?):

The world will be living underwater sooner or later. The End.

rwf

I am back

went to the pasir ris beach last, last saturday. got poked by a sea urchin while swimmimg lah. then i tot got no problem lah if stay in the water after being poked. but it turned out that my injury became more racking. so i slowly got out of the water, coz i was terribly in pain at that very moment. i moaned the hell out of me, only my close cousin knew how loud i moaned in the changing room nearby. can u imagine someone poking not only at your injury lots of times, but also at your thighs? -- oh yah the injury was at my big toe, fyi... i moaned, and moaned like as if it was the end of the world, but i didn't know that what happen next was much more worse than this. so after feeling a little bit relaxed -- after around 20 minutes at the changing room, i got out and realised that i have to walk around 600 metres to the actual entrance of the beach. lol i walked for a heck of a long time -- pity my other cousins who followed me along the long journey to the end. then at last i got into a bus and went home. then after feeling that the pain resided a lot, i tot everything was over, but the spike of the sea urchin was still embedded into my left toe, without my knowledge. two days after the torrential pain, i went to a private clinic nearby my house and after the doctor checked my leg, he said that i need to go to the hospital. i was blown away by that news, you know i had never ever been in a hospital before -- except when i was given birth. he said that i need to take an x ray. the word x ray actually made me tremble, i used to think that being x ray'd was painful.

so there was was me and my father going to the hospital then we registered, whatsoever then waited for an hour just for me to get the x ray. then i got into the x ray room. guess what , there was absolutely no pain doing that freaking thing. after that i went into my bed or what i should call the 'torturing zone'. then suddenly after that, a nurse came by, and know what she did? she poked me even more at my hand just to take my blood. i think she did 7 pokings or what they call plugs -- what a fancy name. the first 6 pokings was unsuccessful, meaning they did not find any vein there. the last one they took a lot of blood from me. then the other nurse said: i guess you need to exercise more, my friend. i was like disgusted. she think she is SO fit. later that night, my operation was held at the operating theatre or OT. once i reached there they told me to breathe in a very smelly gas which will make me sleep. then suddenly i feel some bandange on my knees. i woke up. then i went back to my bed slept for around 6 hours and woke up to see lunch infront of me. And so i had to stay up in the hospital for 7 days.

you ask me about ghosts? i'll answer none except for one very fast occassion which happen at a split of a second, happened on a sunday, i saw, at my blind spot, a white figure running pass a the corridor. that all, oh man i am feeling the chills while writing these, OK OK i'll stop here. OMG, that "a-ghost-behind-you" kind of feeling is attacking me right now. HELP

lol, then tomorrow need to go to the clinic again just to change my dressing. Oh my God, i am really stressed up.

P.S: realised that i wrote all words below these post formally? like for example, proper grammar, capital letters at the front of each sentences? well there is a reason i did that, it is because my form teacher wanted to check what kind of english i used here, so i had to be more careful in writing, but for now, i neglect those. =)

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The Verdict

Can you believe it? The verdict is here haunting us up and down. Everybody is pasting posts on their examination results onto their space. They can either be good... or bad. Luckily, unfortunately or fortunately my one is a good one. Heehee... Here it goes.

I got 2 As, 3 Bs, 1 C, 1 D =(

However that doesn't affect my promotion as the least requirement to get to the next level is just to pass English, and three other subjects, which I did. (Hint: I got C for english =( That was a relief!!)

However, thanks go to my form teacher. He said that he don't understand what I wrote in my English essay but he gave me a passing mark. Thanks to him, I passed my English! Yes, yes.








































































Thanks for reading this long verdict.

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The Reverse Is As Good As Playing It Forwards

If you listen to Coldplay and also a fan of them, I suggest you to buy the X&Y cd of theirs and listen to their second track, What If. After that reverse it using whatever software you want.

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EMOTIONAL TIMES HAPPINESS

What could be the answer? Well, I see lots of people moaning over their sort of "wrongdoings" these day. All over my friends' blogs, I see the word "haiz" and sometimes "haix" appearing lots of times in their posts.

Really I wonder what they had done wrong. Ironically they don't list them in their blogs. Haha. But truly, everbody even the brainiest guy in this world do something wrong. Purposefully and also accidentally. So what have you all got there?

Luckily, some people are always there for us. They can make jokes that may make us laugh. And it is a fact, that laughter is the No. 1 remedy for any type of sickness, including those sad times.

And for me, that special person is my current form teacher. He is the top in my "link" list, as you can see.

WHY MUST WE STUDY AT THE FIRST PLACE?!

Why must we study?
To get to tertiary education.
Why must we go to tertiary education?
To go to university.
Why must we go to university?
To learn new skills.
Why must we learn new skills?
To get a job.
Why must we gat a job?
To earn money.
Why must we earn money?
To ... be happy.
Why must we be happy?
So that we won't feel sad?
Why not?
(the debate continues...)

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Be Like Him

My Plans

1. Drink lots of water, preferably 8 glasses pr day
2. Sleep for 8 hours
3. Run 800 meters everyday.
4. But remember do at least 8 warm-up workouts before the run!

I am gonna be like "Chris Martin" soon. Hah, its just a dream...

Worst Day in This Year !!!

Is today. I don't know why the hell I am so blur today. I don't know why the hell I can't see very well with my eyes. Lazy eye?! Huh? What kind of term is that? I kept sleeping in class this morning, I don't know why, despite the fact that I slept quite early yesterday -- 1.00 am.

Then suddenly my teacher screamed at me like a (I don't wanna say it, cause it's too sinful for me). She said something like this (my ears was kinda blurry too):

"(My name)! I am very dissapointed with you right now. I didn't know that you are this rude. I feel like slapping you right now. Stand outside!!"

That was the first time ever in this year I was treated like that. Well frankly, every year, no matter I am in Primary school or my current Secondary school, I will never cease to have this kind of scolding from any teacher (excluding P1 to P3, of course, when I was still a small boy).

Then during recess breaks, the rest of my classmates swarmed around me and said something like this:

"Hey (my name)! We thought you were like innocent like that you know. Now then we know your true colours. Not only (angry teacher's name) wanted to slap you. We also feel like slapping you too, right in the face."

OK lah, I know you all are quite dissapointed with me. But I cannot help it!

All the things I need to say, compressed to three words: "I am sorry."

Clearing My Conscience

First and foremost I apologise for not writing in to blogger lately. The reason is because I am very busy. Well, that's the usual excuse, forget it. Well, u see my mum just opened up a food stall near my house lately, and I am greatly involved in it. For example, everyday at 7 pm I must go to the kedai and take back the money home.

Psst, I should say that my mum's business isn't going that well. I asked her whether she regretted her decision of having a stall. She said not a single bit. And she continued that she is gaining something: Experience.

Isn't that cool? Hah. Nevermind. But the next thing on my agenda is written below.

It is concerning the CCA. Let me just blow out a bit.

Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz.

I know that's too much, but I just hate my CCA. For one very obvious reason: No more nap in the afternoon, in which I need it very much. Help, anybody!!

cats

Biography of My Cats!

At first, my mum felt the reluctuncy (is there such a word?) of having a cat at home. Giving excuses like they are smelly, dirty whatsoever.

Well, we (me and my sis') begged and begged and begged her so that we cound have a cat at home. At last, she gave a green light!!!

The first ever cat we brought home was a black entirely. His name was Goliwalk. I should say he was short-lived. About 2 weeks after we brought him home, he died, out of shock probably. My sis said that he died because we bathed him once a week, which shouldn't be the case! The cat would probably startle at water. We, then planted (in other words, buried) him, right behind our block. Hahh.

We mourned over the accident, =(. After about one week, my sis heard some crying at the window, it turned out to be our next cat, we asked for acquiescence from my mum. Agreed lor.

And here he is, still here living with us: Honeystar. I don't understand why they named him like that, he doesn't even look like my former favourite food tho. He's black and white in appearance. My mum called him "good-looking"! I was like "what the..."

His name was also Honey-stunner, cos he stuns a lot, like jumping from one place to another like a monkey. Hahh.

He is also the naughty one. He bites people often, including me. Sometimes you'll see scars on my hand tho. And the picture you see on top was taken by me, =).

And also, my mum even claimed that he was my mum's best friend. Everynight he will not fail to be at her side. Hur.

About one month after, an uncle of mine brought us a special surprise. Another cat. His name was Sunkiss. Yes, indeed his fur was a mixture of orange and white. CUTE!

Well, my uncle told us that he found it at his doorstep, he's lieing, we found out. Hur. Actually he found it at the void deck, very petitely figured, but now as you can see, he is as corpulent as me (oops, did I broke my secret?)

Thus, because of it's similar properties as me, he was particularly devoted to me. =)

OK. Now the next cat we smuggled into our house was similar to the first one. His name is Chocolate. I really dont understand why they named it like that. He is not even chocolate, only balck and white. Unfortunately, after about three months, he is now lost in the "jungles". Yeah, he escaped! If you see him, please report it to the nearest police centre or my home which is:

Blk **...

We moaned over this! Haiz, then we got another cat. Named Friendly. He's friendly though. Sometimes he would turned over so that we cound see his white stomach. Cute!

OK. That's all folks. All the blabberings and craps. It's me out

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Negative

Very short one.

Most people will think that white is nothing, and black is something. Thus they will then conclude that white is negative and black is positive. This is true to them as they use white paper which they think is nothing and writes with a black pen in which they think is something.

But actually no. It's the other way round. In reality, the space is black. And space is nothing except vacuum. Think about it.

The Signs Of Doomsday (Last Day)

1. When Baitulmaqdis conquered.
2. When there is rampagement of adultery.
3. When there is rampagement in music.
4. When people take pride in decorating mosques.
5. When there is despise between people, breaking connection between families and friends.
6. When wise people leave the world.
7. When a dishonourable man gets into a respectable position.
8. When people greets somebody whom they only know.
9. When women wears clothings, as if naked.
10. When the crescent moon looked as if enlarged.
11. When there is liars, and inaccuracy in presenting news.
12. When there are untruthful witnesses and they hides the truth.
13. When the Arabic land converts into a land of grass and rivers.

This information is taken from http://www.malaypark.com
Summaried and translated.

NOTE: It is perfectly up to you to believe it or not.

As told by Sahal bin Saad r.a. (A friend of Prophet Muhammad)
"Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) said, while showing me a his index finger and middle finger to me: The time when I was delegated to become a messenger and doomsday is like this."
This means that The Doomsday Is Near.

The History of Me Evoked!

Wow! I realised something about me during the past. A bad thing of course! Sigh, I just read my journals I did when I was in Primary 3.

#1

That Friday, I was very sleepy because of the wind. The wind blows me many times. When the wind blows me I was very sleepy. When I do some schoolwork I was very boring. That why I was very sleepy in school.

#2

Mr B. was very mad last Friday. Every recess I walk out quietly out of the class. Mr B. does not mad out to the girls.

When I do some homework I was very sleepy. I calculated and calculated till my correction finished. After that I can watch anything.

#3

Today my PE teacher, same as subject teacher, Mr. B. teaches us how to play beanbags to play. Suddenly A. (my friend) shouted"Fadhil don't want to play." Mr B. interrupted me. Mr B. give me to be the first person. So I went to the front to play Mr B. shouted at me "I WANT TO SEE YOU PLAY." So my classmates play as always.

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So that's only part of it. I didn't bother to type them all, it's too embarrasing. I hope you enjoyed it! Thanks for reading!